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Whenever I get pissed, I drop out random parts of...

Dec 31st

"What happened to you? You sound like all of the...

I don’t remember ever being innocent. If I ever was, it was before I turned seven. Seven came and everything went downhill. 12 years later and you’d think I would have reached the bottom of that hill by now, sooner or later I will, right? And with all this momentum, I should get up the next one.

Dec 31st

This is just like you. Let the words dangle over...

Dec 31st

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"See ya, I'll be back tomorrow and we can sit down...

Well, that was unexpected. As for the stomach dropping through the floor feeling, no, that was expected.

Dec 31st

“The story is that sex addicts become dependent on a body chemistry created by...”

– Choke by Chuck Palahniuk

Dec 31st

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Borne on the naked backs of murdered men. Born from oblivion.

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Thank you all for making me smile. I love how even when I think everything is going to go wrong, you guys are there telling me everything is going to go right. I appreciate you all.

Dec 30th

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Let's count how many times I can fuck up this...

The whole thing with Charles. Worrying my father to the point where hes sick. The whole thing with Charles. Slipping up and telling Clark I have another tattoo. The whole thing with Charles. Pissing Clark off on so many levels. Not telling him when I originally got it. Getting it in the first place. Letting it slip in conversation that I have tattoos. Plural. Being a failure. Waste of...

Dec 30th

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There is no sound on my laptop.

Okay, there was last night. Nothing has happened between then and now. …….. Restart it and its checking disks. Turn it on, no sound. Wont restore, norton antivirus is flipping shit and saying it needs to download 86MB. Its on 12 out of 86 and has been going for about twenty minutes. Still no sound. Its going to be a long, depressing day.

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I'm messed up, you're broken, and those shots we...

Dec 29th

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Dec 28th

I vote every single one of you come to Virginia...

We can all lay on the living room floor, listening to depressing music and realizing how much our lives are going to hell.

Dec 28th

Hah i know a fuck up a lot but come on. Are we okay? “There is a more important matter, and im not willing to address that”

Dec 28th

The top off to last night? Hearing my Dad beg for me to not do anything stupid. I will always be known for just that, won’t I?

Dec 27th

Still up. I slept from roughly 4:30 to 5:50. Shaking, stomach’s killing me, looking at a half packed room. Why did I fuck up?

Dec 27th

I am going to throw up. I can’t handle this. Not wanted, a burden, a stupid bitch, a fuck up. Why did I do this?

Dec 27th

I'm packing...

“Fuck you, me and my boy will be fine without you”

Dec 27th

A pair of high heels, mason jar of red wine, a set of lingerie, and Frankie Valli. It will be a good night.

Dec 26th

This has been a strange, new Christmas.

Strange for the best, I believe. For years, I have always known what I was getting ahead of time. I knew my Dad’s hiding spot, or with my parents, I had to pick out my own present and then wrap it myself. This year though, I had no clue what Charles was getting me, and it made me so anxious and nervous. I felt like I kid again. It was a Nikon digital camera, purple, with SD card. I...

Dec 26th

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